Have you ever been in love?

i have been in lust, infatuated, head over heels, and comfortable, but dont think i have found "LOVE" yet

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how are you coping with the break up?

im doing ok, im sad, at times, and then sometimes im okay. it just sucks to have someone always there, and then nothing, but its ok. i love them still, and always will. a very good moment in my history book

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So I wake up with a shirt and hat I dint know where it's from I was late for work. Three girls were sleeping in the living room a squirrel was In an empty fish tank and I have eleven stamps from different clubs oh and I have no socks

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THE 13th FANTASY

So I bought Final Fantasy XIII a couple weeks ago, and couldn't wait to see one of my favorite RPS finally back and in high definition! The Only thing was, I was not prepared for the very different format that "13" gave me. The layout is different, structure tweaked, experience points done away with, and no more thinking about which spells to cast while the enemy gladly waits for you to deliver your blow. This version is strategy in a whole new way. all realtime and quick, u have to think fast and know what ur doing. the introduction to paradigms in which Each character may only take on one role at a time, and each combination of three Roles for a given party is called a Paradigm. Up to six Paradigm combinations may be stored in a Paradigm Deck at any one time. During battle, players may switch between them on-the-fly, called a Paradigm Shift. Timing Paradigm Shifts correctly can fill the ATB gauges, making switching frequently in battle The advantage is a new fighting style, where your different players have roles, The "Role" system exists in order to control what abilities are available to characters in battle. Rather than having all abilities available to characters as they are learned, abilities are restricted to certain Roles, similar to the Job system of previous installments. The Japanese version's Roles are Attacker, Blaster, Defender, Enhancer, Jammer, and Healer, while the English localization calls them Commando, Ravager,Sentinel, Synergist, Saboteur and Medic, respectively. Commandos use physical attacks, slowing the rate of stagger decay and striking for high damage, especially with a high stagger percentage, while Ravagers use elemental abilities like Blizzard and Thundaga, greatly increasing the stagger bar. Synergists use buffs like Shell and Brave to enhance the party's characters, while Saboteurs use debuffs like DeShell and Bio to hinder the enemy. Sentinels provoke enemies, absorb enemy attacks and counterattack, while Medics exclusively heal, using abilities likeCura, Raise, and Esuna. Roles, this almost threw me for a loop at first, but i started to like it and agree with the choice the further i got into the game. The leveling system for the game is called the Crystarium system which resembles the Sphere Grid in Final Fantasy X. I really enjoyed this change actually, Instead of gaining experience points after winning a battle, characters gain Crystogen Points (CP) which can then be spent in order to unlock abilities and increase attributes such as maximum HP. Every character has a Crystarium, and within it, different sections corresponding to each Role the character has available.

The Crystarium is not initially available within the game, and only becomes available through story sequences. After that point, levels in the Crystarium become unlocked as the story progresses, essentially capping the amount of growth that can be achieved in the middle of the game. Every character initially specializes in up to three Roles, and the other Roles are not available in their Crystariums until much later in the game; the Roles that the character does not specialize in have much smaller upgrade paths, providing fewer strength, magic and HP upgrade points, as well as fewer abilities than a specialist has access to. those were the major changes i thought were brought to the new version, and the fact that you can upgrade and buy items from every save point. the game and style does have a button masher feel at times, because there is so much going on, and the auto attack feature makes it easy to mutitask, like do homework, or make a phone call, or file you taxes. 

THE CHARACTERS

• Lightning 
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Former sergeant of the Guardian Corps, Lightning sought the Pulse fal'Cie, Anima, in order to ask it to save her sister Serah, whom the fal'Cie had turned into a l'Cie. However, much to her dismay, Lightning was turned into a l'Cie herself. Her l'Cie mark is in the center of her chest. Lightning has long pink hair and is 171 cm tall (5'6"). Originally named Claire Farron she discarded her birth name after her parents died in an attempt to emotionally reinforce herself so that she could protect Serah, although this only caused tensions to rise between them. Lightning is very independent and determined, but she is also shown to have a compassionate side.

Lightning wields a gunblade called the Blaze Edge which is a combination of a gun and a sword, one collapsing into the other. She can also manipulate gravity with a device on her thumb (though due to Sazh's interference, this device becomes damaged In battle, Lightning is very agile and uses acrobatic moves. As a l'Cie, she can summon the Eidolon Odin to fight by her side in battle, who can assume a horse-like form that she can ride on. While riding, Lightning dual wields Odin's detachable sword. Her strongest unique special attack is called Scene Drive in the Japanese version and Army of One in the North American version.

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• Snow Villiers 
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Prior to becoming a l'Cie, Snow is the head of Team Nora, a resistance group fighting against the government of Cocoon. He stands at a tall 200 cm (6'5"), and has light blonde hair under a black beanie. He was nicknamed "Mr. 33 cm" by the development team of Final Fantasy XIII in reference to his shoe size. He uses his fists to take down opponents, focusing on brute force compared to the fast and agile Lightning. Snow bears the mark of the l'Cie on his lower left arm, through which he has the power to summon the twin Shiva Sister Eidolons, Nix and Stiria, who can combine into a motorcycle form for Snow to ride while toting a large gun. Unlike most grapplers, Snow changes his runes on his coat rather than buying new gloves.

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• Oerba Dia Vanille 
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Vanille is a mysterious but upbeat young girl with red-brown hair worn in pigtails. Originally residing from Oerba Village located on Gran Pulse, Vanille is among those being exiled from Cocoon at the start of the game and is subsequently rescued by Team Nora. She has a childlike innocence and is shown to be very compassionate, but at times she can also be very stubborn. Vanille also serves as the game's narrator. Her weapon is a form of foldable fishing rod with multiple lines that can be reeled and used to attack enemies.  She has been a l'Cie for a long time, one of two l'Cie given the Focus to summon the Eidolon Ragnarok, and her l'Cie mark is located on her upper left thigh. In battle, Vanille excels at using magic based attacks from a distance. Her Eidolon is Hecatoncheir, a multiple-limbed, earth-elemental summon who can transform into a bipedal mech armed with machine guns that she can pilot. 

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• Sazh Katzroy 

A former airship pilot of the Military, Sazh wields dual pistols (which can be combined to form a collapsible rifle), and his strong point is striking enemies from a distance. His l'Cie mark is at the base of his neck. He has a six-year-old son named Dajh with whom he is very close. When Dajh inadvertently became a l'Cie and was taken by Sanctum, saving him became Sazh's main motivation. Sazh has a pet baby chocobo that lives inside his afro. Sazh is described as having good judgment and moral discernment. He has a gentle personality and is easily moved to tears, and joins the party early in the game. His Eidolon is Brynhildr,  a female fire-elemental knight who can transform into a race car. Tetsuya Nomura based Sazh's appearance on Lionel Richie.

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• Hope Estheim 
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Hope is a fourteen-year-old boy with silvery-blonde hair and orange, yellow, and green clothing. He uses collapsible boomerangs in battle. During the Purge, his mother offers to help Snow and Team Nora fight off PSICOM. She dies during the battle, and though Snow honors her final request to protect her son, Hope nonetheless hates Snow in a grief-induced rage for his connection to his mother's death. His Eidolon is the holy-elemental summon Alexander, which transforms into a fortress in Gestalt Mode, and is able to blast enemies from afar with multiple cannons.

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• Oerba Yun Fang 
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A raven-haired woman who comes from Oerba Village, donning clothing resembling the traditional Indian Sari adorned with tribal accessories, and bearing the mark of a l'Cie on her right shoulder. Though she is a l'Cie from Pulse, she originally works for the Cocoon Sanctum under Cid. It later turns out she is one of the two l'Cie given the focus to summon Ragnarok. She wields a spear that can transform into a sansetsukon in battle, and her Eidolon is Bahamut, who can take flight in his Gestalt-mode. As revealed by Tetsuya Nomura in an interview, during the early stages of development she was originally scripted to be a male character.

Whats your idea of the perfect boyfriend

the perfect boyfriend, has hobbies, plays a sport, goes to the gym, not a gym bunny, just active, can carry a conversation about something other than themselves, likes movies, and tv, video games, is independent, can be alone,i do not need to see you every damn day, and a fast texter, i'd rather text than talk sometimes.

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do u have an australian accent?

yes i do, and its strong when i drink

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why did you break up with you boy

We moved too fast, we broke trust early too, no in a bad way, we both did it not knowing we had, and the gap grew bigger and bigger, but an amazing person, the best guy inhabe ever dated so far and probably ever, he just made. And still makes me very happy

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So I kinda forgot to write about my little self-project into my blog, today is my fourth day without mastubation or sex, I'm not crazy I just want to see how long I can go. So I'll keep ya posted on here and if you want a better log from day one, follow me on Twitter I'm @bayjock

My Musical Guide To Beats And Musical Euphoria

Bayley Whitehead's musical taste, hmmmmm, where to begin? Well, i guess living in an eclectic family was the best early musical exposure i could have ever had, a dad english/irish/aussie who listened to Jazz and contemporary and classic music, a puerto rican/brazilian/cubano mother who loved Pheobe Snow   And Sade

 

My sister was my exposure to artist like TLC, And SWV and Brandy, i just loved the sound of music, the actual art, not the film. but growing up in australia was a different vibe, a different way of things, when i moved to california, my own taste in music began to develop, and man was it a change for the people in my life. i was into, smashing pumpkins, Blink 182, NOFX, Dashboard Confessional, and many other punk/emo bands, they just all hit home with me, they knew me. so im here to list a few of my favorite artist, and the albums of which i feel are the best and also throw in some fun links to myfavorite musical places to escape. hope you like it fans ;)


THE LIST ***********************************************************


JANET JACKSON - Velvet Rope - song of choice: Tonight's The Night


SADE - Lovers Rock - Song of choice: Flow


N.E.R.D. - In Search Of... - Song of choice: Tape You


RIHANNA - Rated R. - Song Of Choice: Photographs


USHER - Raymond Vs. Raymond - Song Of Choice: OMG


THE DREAM - Love King - Song Of Choice: Love King


LADY GAGA - The Fame Monster - So Happy I Could Die


UFFIE - POP THE GLOCK 

Uffie - Pop The Glock (Official music video) - Watch more Music Videos at Vodpod.

NATALIE PORTMANS SHAVED HEAD - Glistening Pleasure - Song Of Choice: Confections

PHOENIX - Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix - Song Of Choice: Lisztomania

KANYE WEST - 808s & Heartbreak - Song Of Choice: Robocop

KID CUDI - Man On The Moon: The End Of Day - Song Of Choice: Cudi Zone

CASTLEDOOR - Shouting At Mountains - Song Of Choice: Skipping Stepping Stones

This is just a quick selection of songs from my ipod, and enjoyable tunes, ill do many more picks, with a better organization, but for now this is a MOSH-POSH of my favs. hope you take a look at em, and all the artists names off the list link to the websites if you are unaware of them. enjoy! and ill be back soon readers!!!!!

Off to the gym now, man it has been a long day, Mondays usually are more mellow.

Rewatching the Harry potter series right now, man goblet of fire sucks!!!!!!

Happy Easter blog readers!

Today is probably the laziest day I have had in months!!!!! Just bought a 47" LCD tv yesterday so I have been obsessed with final fantasy and blu Ray all damn day!!!!!! I'm in the bath right now, cause insmell like chlorene and fritos. But when i get out! Heavy rain! Here I come!!!!!

Workin on the musical guide entry, will be up soon!!! Thanks again for reading